Lyrics

There's this void inside that I cannot fill Couldn't meet your needs so I don't feel real I don't feel complete I don't really feel I cannot be beat cause I fake my skill Won't you look at me, let the words come through Have you ever had someone else haunting you It's the hardest game that you'll ever play Forget who you are live another day Only looking for love 'cause I never had it When I feel it there's an urge to push it away That's a guaranteed way to create an addict Cause the pain slips through feel my ego cracking My determination strong but I'm still in pain Feels like I gotta prove myself for your reaction Terrified to do wrong, so I don't make mistakes Look into your eyes, you never do the same How can I have hope when I just bathe in shame I'd do anything just to fade away My anxiety kills me deeply everyday How can we get close when I don't feel the same Don't know how to cope, so I can't heal the pain How longs it been since I truly smiled I'd do anything just to feel again I'm neurotic, feels like God has me on trial So I hide my pain over some 808's Yeah, Xzay I'm neurotic, feels like God has me on trial So I hide my pain over some 808's How long's it been since I truly smiled I'd do anything just to feel it again How can we get close when I don't feel the same Don't know how to cope, so I can't heal the pain I'll open up my window And through it you can crawl Can you just let your friends know That they're no good at all