Lyrics

I am here after all this time Still so much to see Draw a line, take a step back Where else would I be? Just one push and then I'm away Such a unique individual Always seeing the pros and cons But I'm still here stuck in the middle I know adventures are all passing by And there's more to this I know So many ways to go But when it gets a hold of me I just can't see another way to go Well, I've been searching for something for so long But when I feel it in my heart it ain't right So let the pendulum swing Don't think I will ever, no I'll never find it So come on and I'll take you to my default status I know that it's me but I just cannot enter the circle Well what can I do, when it's my turn to choose But when I cannot believe my mind? Instead of making the time should I forfeit, retry? Because it's wrecking my heart inside and I just don't know Should I try or just let go? Should I try or just let go? Searching for something for so long But when I feel it in my heart it ain't right So let the pendulum swing I don't think I will ever, no I'll never find it So come on And I'll take you to my default Searching for something for so long But when I feel it in my heart it ain't right So let the pendulum swing So I don't think I will ever, no I'll never find it So come on And I'll take you to my default status