When It Rains (Numb To The Pain)

Lyrics

[Chorus: xPainWarriorx] Numb to the pain, the sky only cries, not a lie, when it rains And everybody tryna socialize, but I wanna stay all by myself When you get tears in your eyes, I try not to cry myself I can't take control of my brain, I try to pry myself When the pills start attacking, I try to fight myself But you know everybody cannot lie [Verse 1: xPainWarriorx] I get a call from depression, though I told 'em no She tryna call my phone, but it's over though She telling me she love me, but I got backdoored So I try to find a path through overdose I drink this liquor by the bottle, to try and take control You walk past mе like I'm nothing, don't even say hеllo You got me on my knees, but I ain't proposing I tried to tell these people 'bout it, not tryna over-expose it You say you gon' ride like a motorboat [Bridge: xPainWarriorx] You like a line, you always getting toed They take you away like a car, always getting towed You like a story, always getting told You like paper, always folding [Chorus: xPainWarriorx] Numb to the pain, the sky only cries, not a lie, when it rains And everybody tryna socialize, but I wanna stay all by myself When you get tears in your eyes, I try not to cry myself I can't take control of my brain, I try to pry myself When the pills start attacking, I try to fight myself But you know everybody cannot lie [Verse 2: Theway] Had to call like a thousand times for happiness Didn't pick up, they are tired of it Calling for my shit, they are tired of it But I can't really think when it comes to this Feeling depressed, taking more shots I can't tell you what I am or not If I don't even know myself, you need someone else Trying to kill myself because you said I'm worthless You walked out the door, I didn't deserve this Not getting sleep, cuz shit be on my mind I'll be asleep hoping I'll die tonight [Chorus: xPainWarriorx] Numb to the pain, the sky only cries, not a lie, when it rains And everybody tryna socialize, but I wanna stay all by myself When you get tears in your eyes, I try not to cry myself I can't take control of my brain, I try to pry myself When the pills start attacking, I try to fight myself But you know everybody cannot lie [Verse 3: Lil Bubbles] I'm in pain There's pain It hurts You know it hurts My heart is broken You did this You hurt me I can't, I can't I can't take it anymore I need to numb the pain inside I need a couple pills, maybe another Make it go away It'll stop If i just take some more [Chorus: xPainWarriorx] Numb to the pain, the sky only cries, not a lie, when it rains And everybody tryna socialize, but I wanna stay all by myself When you get tears in your eyes, I try not to cry myself I can't take control of my brain, I try to pry myself When the pills start attacking, I try to fight myself But you know everybody cannot lie