Hating Myself, As I Should

Lyrics

[Verse 1] If I come around you, don't start all that crying I'm starting to get predictable when I'm in my feelings If I say I'm fine, then I'm probably lying This should be happy, but I'm thinking about dying Now you can notice the flow that switching I can't seem to get feelings, like they limited edition I'm not the only that be feeling this When she put a period, but she ain't finished She telling stories, I don't wanna hear it You say that you fear me, but the next day you fearless This is a happy song, he looking cheery (that boy, uh) I got me a lil' baby, but I'm riding with a gunner He acting sus, like an imposter among us He talking shit, he just making assumptions [Chorus] I'm just over here thinking 'bout how life is so bad I take lies into a bottle, fill it up to the cap If they got attention, I see it and grab Lean in my cup, cook it up the lab My heart broke into pieces like I crashed Knife to my neck, and I just wanna slash But I got people who claim they look out for me And they wanna get on my ass Okay, loving myself is a test I can't pass