Lyrics

You fucked me in so many ways What gave you pleasure gave me pain What made this last, we'll never know But still I feel this anger grow If only I controlled my hate Maybe we could've been the same You smiled when you watched me die You're fucked past guilt and built on lies You told me that you meant no harm And still I gave in to your charm Now look and see how far that got me There's nothing you can do to stop me You took my soul You sold me out I saved your life You watched me drown I gave you everything I was Now look at what you'vе fucking done I settle in darknеss without you This is my attempt to break away I'm better off living without you I only want you just to stay away I sit here in the dark alone And hope one day to find my home And I believe that the end is near Because with ending comes this fear How can you say that I'm so blessed? I'm living in a fucking mess I'd rather die than be this man You don't know who the fuck I am How could you let things get so bad? I gave you everything I had You never cared You never saw That everything I did was all for you Who do you think you are? Why can't you just go away?