Lyrics

So begins the story of a boy who couldn't find his way He hadn't made the best decisions that he could have made He kept on digging deeper and deeper into this hole That he buried himself in as he grew old There was a time when he remembered those words he said To his love he said he'd be there for her till the end Eventually he could see it was all for naught For all the cheating and the lies and sentimental thoughts That he felt for this person that he thought was god He never knew that he would later see she was a fraud And as he looked in the mirror all that he could see Were the reflections of his own pain and misery She's staring down a loaded gun He says her life is done Oh murder, oh murder Slake my thirst for blood Some say he was a blind man for believing the lies Of this bitch who walked right through him wearing her disguise She could destroy him in an instant and she didn't care And she betrayed him as he watched while he was standing there But things were strange He became deranged from watching himself change Into this man he hated Debated whether he should live or die But with the drugs and the sex it's hard to stay alive He lived his life for everybody else And to this day can't even look at himself For every night that resulted in more tears cried He held onto that broken heart till the day he died There's a rip in my heart A hole in my head A knife in my back I'm better off dead I won't lie to you anymore