Askin Myself

Lyrics

[Verse] I've been followin' the rules, one after another I'm not gettin' nothin', I am just a sucker And I know that, but I keep followin' my own path The prob's that I've been walkin' without lookin' forward And I lost in a kinda gloom, I can't even find a room Prayin' every night, to my only god, the Moon I'm tryna find the truth, lookin' through the mask I am trapped inside a loop [Chorus] 'Cause I keep askin' myself if this is what I always wanted to be I wish I was somebody else, somebody who doesn't have no fear But god, if I can't, what am I s'posed to be livin' for? 'Cause I keep askin' myself if I wanna go back to before [Verse] Lately, the nights are feeling a little longer And I ain't got nobody to bother I guеss I'm becomin' stronger, stronger Thеre was a day when I called her And I realized she was no more there I guess I just wanted to be okay [Chorus] 'Cause I keep askin' myself if this is what I always wanted to be I wish I was somebody else, somebody who doesn't have no fear But god, if I can't, what am I s'posed to be livin' for? 'Cause I keep askin' myself if I wanna go back to before [Outro] 'Cause I keep askin' myself if this is what I always wanted to be I wish I was somebody else, somebody who doesn't have no fear But god, if I can't, what am I s'posed to be livin' for? 'Cause I keep askin' myself if I wanna go back to before, yeah