Lyrics

(intro) Remember me, for who I was And not for the person you think I am Cause one day, I won't show up And you'll be saying 'where is she?' And i'll never come back You'll be screaming 'come back!' 'come back!' (verse 1) I love you so much So much You hurt my heart My heart How are-you-left me Left me I'm sick of this feeling Feeling (chorus) Say your goodbyes (goodbyes) It'll be the last time You'll think that I'm joking But when I'm not posting You'll change your mind So say your goodbyes Goodbyes Cause it is my time (verse 2) I love you so much So much Breathing is so much harder Harder I became so twisted Twisted I'm fucked up again Again (chorus) Say your goodbyes (goodbyes) It'll be the last time You'll think that I'm joking But when I'm not posting You'll change your mind So say your goodbyes Goodbyes Cause it is my time (verse 3) I don't write notes like everyone else I don't make it special just get it done No one sees it coming cause i don't let it out When people ask me about it, i say i'm fine My father doesn't even know everyday i cry He's too busy paying attention to the girlfriend he has The one he expects to call family and be all attached But i have emotions i'm done losing mothers If he calls her my mom one more time then hes a mother fucker Cause i love him death believe me But i can't stand it when hes near me Hes never proud of anything i do For fucking sake he find out i wanna die So treats me like i'm fucking five Like that's gonna help, make me feel worse Does he have any personal experience on what its like being hurt It's not cause of him, it's cause of all this pressure It presses down so hard it makes my feet hurt I can barely even stand anymore I'll make it better by falling to the floor (chorus) Say your goodbyes (goodbyes) It'll be the last time You'll think that I'm joking But when I'm not posting You'll change your mind So say your goodbyes Goodbyes Cause it is my time My time My time