Lyrics

(Chorus) I got trust issues So you gotta make me trust in you There's a lot of things that you do But I still got trust issues Show me I should believe in you No one does things like you do But I still got trust issues (verse 1) I try to fade the memories I force them to go away But they come back when I'm happy Can't they just leave me? I'm traumatized from the things people have done It's not your fault if I get scared and run I'm not good at accepting love Especially when I don't think I'm enough Got voices in my head that won't shut up I keep asking myself "what did I do?" To deserve this torture, all I want is you But I'm afraid things will end faster than they started You try to have hope, but you never know what's gonna happen One day you'll wake up and see someone else Then you'll leave me cause their better than myself Then I'll be upset all over again You never know what could happen What could happen (pre-chorus) Don't treat me like they do I don't wanna be hurt again I wanna trust you But I'm afraid I'll be hurt So (Chorus) I got trust issues So you gotta make me trust in you There's a lot of things that you do But I still got trust issues Show me I should believe in you No one does things like you do But I still got trust issues So prove that I mean something to you (verse 2) Most guys only go after on thing Then they break our hearts and do it again Not saying all guys, but all the ones I feel in love with Most people question how can this girl rap I mean really she can barely even stand She issues filling her head So how can she say them? They treat me like I'm special or fragile Like saying the wrong thing will make me have a breakdown But that only happens sometimes But when it does, I try to hide So no one knows I hurt inside And I'm crying over someone who will never be mine Again But it's worse when I go home when my dad is there Everything I do makes me scared Like he's gonna yell at me for just existing I wouldn't doubt it, he's done it before That's why I stay in my room and close my door I leave when I'm called but don't talk much It's kinda lonely when you don't feel loved So (pre-chorus) Don't treat me like they do I don't wanna be hurt again I wanna trust you But I'm afraid I'll be hurt So (Chorus) I got trust issues So you gotta make me trust in you There's a lot of things that you do But I still got trust issues Show me I should believe in you No one does things like you do But I still got trust issues So prove that I mean something to you (verse 3) I know this is a long song but it's cause I have so much to say I always overthink minute by minute, day by day So thoughts fill my head, and when I write They just pour out, it's kinda nice It gives me something to write about To share with everyone and make them realize That people hurt more than you see, look on the inside The smallest things make me go insane Maybe someone else might feel the same That is my goal to make people think To make them realize that we aren't perfect Were expected to act like adults but we're treated like little kids Does anyone understand the pain we all live with Most of us teens are afraid to go home But even more afraid to go to school cause of the people And most want to commit suicide Some think that sleeping gives them a break from society But they wish they never woke up, it'd be amazing I will admit that I have those thoughts too But I have to survive, I'll make it thought A war that we think we can't win But all these fears come back to haunt us again (pre-chorus) Don't treat me like they do I don't wanna be hurt again I wanna trust you But I'm afraid I'll be hurt So (Chorus) I got trust issues So you gotta make me trust in you There's a lot of things that you do But I still got trust issues Show me I should believe in you No one does things like you do But I still got trust issues So prove that I mean something to you