Lyrics

(verse 1) You could say you love me When my therapist calls you But why do you treat me differently If that was actually true I think it's better to hideaway So it's like I'm not here But you don't notice Cause you don't care (pre-chorus) Treat me like I'm something You ask me what I want I want to mean something But that's not an option (chorus) You hate me but no one knows Why do people, always care? When I know, that I'm nothing I've always walked a lonely road Why do you act, like you care? When you act, like I'm nothing This house of mine no longer feels like home (verse 2) Everyone thinks that I'm wrong And that nothing goes on As if you actually care But only in front of others You scream and you'll yell After I go through hell Not hearing what I have to say Instead, I'm told to go away (pre-chorus) Treat me like I'm something You ask me what I want Want to mean something But that's not an option (chorus) You hate me but no one knows Why do people, always care? When I know, that I'm nothing I've always walked a lonely road Why do you act, like you care When you act, like I'm nothing This house of mine no longer feels like home (bridge) I've lost my way Too many times No one knows what it's like I'm afraid of everyone When they care, I run I've lost my way Too many times No one knows what it's like I'm afraid of everyone When they care, I run Too afraid I'll breakdown again (pre-chorus) Treat me like I'm something You ask me what I want Want to mean something But that's not an option (ending) But I'm so used to it that it doesn't even matter to me anymore. I've always had too many things to say to people but no one hears me or no one care. they think they know how I feel but I always feel different day by day. either better and better or worse and worse. I am always confused and no one knows cause they think it's fine. this isn't even the half of it. I've always kept things inside but one day they're going to all come out at once when no one will expect it and i don't know what will happen after that. I'm scared of that day. but the thing is, I would help myself in this problem, but I've gotten so used to not being able to talk to someone about my issues that I don't know how to explain myself anymore. Have a nice day with the thoughts I gave you to think about