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[Intro] The Almighty will hold a handful of fire from which He will take out some people whose bodies have been burnt and they will be thrown into a river at the entrance of Paradise, called the water of life. Those people will come out of the water glistening like pearls. They will enter Paradise whereupon people therein will say "These are the people emancipated by the Beneficent. He has admitted them into Paradise without them having done any good deeds and without sending forth any good for themselves." Alhamdulillahi Rabbil Alamin Ar-Rahmanir Raheem Maaliki yawmid-Deen [Chorus] Had a heart full of pain A heart full of dread Hard to explain how the darkness embeds In a heart full of fear How depression infests How a man can lay down without getting in bed Could have accepted death It was too late for tears So I invested in living instead I was sitting in Hell I let it burn Now it's the return of the living dead (living dead) [Verse 1] Had a heart full of hatred Felt the temptation to murder my foes I was given a life sentence Just the thought of it hurts my soul I experienced dark emotions I refuse to further disclose I've harbored darker notions that I now prefer to withhold Like a venomous poison in your spirit, it surges and grows It'll make you feel evil urges you can neither divert or control From a place of desolation, desperation, concern and woes Sheol or Hades, hell or hel Edda or Germanic prose The devastation written in Revelation unfolds within yourself But it goes untold I'm a demonic angel bringing Pandemonium The gate between Hell and Earth no longer closed We flew the coop, observe and behold Look on your stoop, it's a murder of crows (a murder of crows) Nevermore harked the raven I am not Brandon Lee, I'm Eric Draven I climbed up out of that grave, no Chad Stahelski No body double, no stuntman to protect me [Chorus] Had a heart full of pain A heart full of dread Hard to explain how the darkness embeds In a heart full of fear How depression infests How a man can lay down without getting in bed Could have accepted death It was too late for tears So I invested in living instead I was sitting in Hell I let it burn Now it's the return of the living dead (living dead) [Verse 2] I lost myself Had to fight so hard to be X-Raided Loc I began to exhaust myself I went without then I went within and I sought myself Then I went and wrote "Autodidactic" 'cause I taught myself It'd be a damn lie if I told y'all I did it all myself But I want to depend on me When I need something, I wanna call myself When they started backbiting, I started backsliding But I caught myself I almost relapsed I had a brief snap but I fought myself I hereby absolve myself for all the pain that I brought myself I had to unlearn things so I could learn to think what I thought myself I declared X-Raided a king I tried to exalt myself They denied my crown, denied my throne I had to withdraw myself I'm haunted by things I've seen that I wouldn't dream or dare to tell Whatever else you do You need to prepare yourselves I fought haters I could've been a demon but I became a dragon slayer in Hell When all hope was lost I prostrated in the Lake of Fire And I said a prayer in Hell [Chorus] Had a heart full of pain A heart full of dread Hard to explain how the darkness embeds In a heart full of fear How depression infests How a man can lay down without getting in bed Could have accepted death It was too late for tears So I invested in living instead I was sitting in Hell I let it burn Now it's the return of the living dead (living dead)