Am I Nuts

Lyrics

(Verse) I go so back in forth in my brain It's like I'm playing tug-a-war I feel like I'm insane I got spinal fluid lubing up the cord within my hands Loser gets X-el the brand, branded on their leg through their pant's, yeye You'll forever rock me, yeye For, everyone to see, yeye I've manifested everything I put my mind to, now it's time to get my own name on me tattooed To symbolize who was there when I needed me time You can criticize a boss but Indeed I feel free You could never understand the underlying criticism I put me, through Those who can relate scream "Me Too" Ugh, I had enough of all these games You can try and compete, but we ain't even in the same lane Better strap up and turn your system on You've gotta lotta levels to achieve my young paddle wan I'm a masta Speak it so fire I turn these carbs into pasta As you see my name rising on this rap rosta You will start to understand my thoughts and realize why they bring me laughta Not a plan B for the morning afta No none at all, I got every egg in this basket, no room to fall Every move I make Is delicate Strategically placed like a delegate Intelligent signs of pen development I got bars for days My streams, none are paid I prefer to show off the legitimately real organic way By thinking about everything that I want and by proving to you I can get it I got it, I rock it, my intellect incredibly strong so somebody dial a medic My genetics and esthetic are joined together by kinetic energetic energy My feet are a size thirteen so step to a beast if Wanna feed this feast No peace just teeth So take a second to breathe, you'll need it Cuz you're fighting for life under water you're drowning in the deep for stepping a foot to me Yeye Am I nuts? I don't know But Indeed I run the show Grab my hand and we can go Come on, come on, vámonos Let's go sell some hoodie for few I hate being broke I'm serving tables Tryna flip them So I, can pay my loans I feel alone Where is home Damn it Wheres my phone Ah fuck, I just need to chill I think I'm going crazy The levels of stress That I've been feeling lately Got my shoulders in a knot To the point … I don't know if it'll ever get better or not I really got to slow it down before I run out of things to say Like, Ha, Ha, Hey do you like what I did there? This is my impression of Dre the king aye! Okay, so this is all thats going on in my mother fucking head right now I have to come up with over $700 in less than 2 weeks and HAHAHA I FEEL LIKE CANT DO THAT!! Oh and I have the place to myself currently but have work in 3 hours just to continue on training But i need to work on my music It's like each day that I live is pulling me apart from each one, set of my limbs It's hard to understand where I'm at I just want to rap, does that really make me bad I barely sleep now guess I'm living my dream inside of realities Realm Even though it seems more like the start to a nightmare, I see Freddy on the street, damn I'm tweaking Im tweaking fuck man I'm fucking tweaking Ah ah ah ah I don't even... ahh I'm done, I'm done