Lost at Sea

Lyrics

I hear the screaming The crying the agonizing pain From the loss of this tragedy Is it me thinking in these selfish ways That I cannot feel their numbing pain This weight is becoming bound to me I`m sick I am the one you see as a disgusting man I`m sick Everywhere I look I see their piercing glare Every time there is a loss I don`t feel an ounce of empathy I have no remorse for the mourning of your afflictions I feel nothing and it`s tormenting I`m scared I`m trembling Of the words that are pouring out of me I am just a vessel lost in the dark sea I feel this anchor pulling down on me How can I speak these words And continue to strive And keep living this life While these waves crash upon me I feel the guilt arise It`s eating me alive As I try to make myself believe that I Have some type of agony As I see myself in the reflection of the waves Passing over me I see a man who`s afraid To admit he`s wrong I`m not the one to blame your the one Who did this to me your deceiving vision Is not for me My son don`t lose sight Of the man who your supposed to be You just can`t see this clearly the reasoning Of these mountains that are standing in your way This weight is becoming bound to me How can I feel this way Will these repercussions ever dawn on me I am a vessel with nothing inside and lost at sea I`ve had enough of this as their eyes Stare at me with looks of sympathy I start to break as my heart`s at stake I feel a dark presence all around me [Mike Felker] I am the voice, these lies you will rejoice Taste the fruit it`s ripe from the tree I am the serpent I`ll feed you deceptive lies Choke, Choke, Choke, Choke I`ll make you admit You are a servant, You are a servant You are a vermin These chains are becoming bound to me Under the skin pulling the strings from within Eternal Unrest, this is original sin This is original sin I`ve abandoned everyone I know And all things I stood behind I`m scared I`m trembling Of the words that are pouring out of me I am just a vessel lost in this dark sea I feel this anchor pulling down on me How can I speak these words And continue to strive And keep living this life While these waves crash upon me These waves, These waves Crash upon me These waves, These waves Crash upon me Is this the end of me I am lost at sea Is this the end of me These waves come crashing