Hand to Hold

Lyrics

It was a darkness staring back at me , feels like I've been running for Eternity left far away knowing my time wouldn't last Each day passed with grace Failing to see this poison inside me , why would I continue to Struggle to find a purpose to just breathe When this life has nothing to offer me Every mark I place is another moment built for me to collapse Should I cave in , let them consume me , these thoughts are gonna be The death of me , you were afraid to fight when you saw The pain hidden in my eyes It kills me to know the truth That your forever gone why did you choose me To help save you , the pain the pain Turned away when you were seeking grace I can't breathe can't breathe Knowing I couldn't give you peace I sealed my fate the day I prayed for You to take my pain away, no where in sight I was casted aside and left here to die Why'd you put this on me I can barely sleep It's tormenting what I've done to your family If I can go back in time then maybe you'd still be alive I was afraid to fight when I saw the pain hidden in your eyes It kills me to know the truth That your forever gone why did you choose me To help save you , the pain the pain Turned away when you were seeking grace I can't breathe can't breathe Knowing I couldn't give you my hand to hold I left you, I left you alone If I can go back in time then maybe you'd still be alive If I can go back in time then maybe you'd still be alive