Pain That They Glamorize

Lyrics

[Chorus] I been through the pain that they glamorize Told my mom and dad I'm grinding tryna build a better life Had everything I needed but none of the things I fantasized Baby by my balls and its a can of fanta sized You can ask Fumez I nearly shot a yute in front his eyes I caught a yute and done him I caught him again and done him twice I caught another opp twice both times done him nice As mad as it sounds I felt at peace when I'm hunting nights Handy with candy ballied up to my fucking eyes Looking out for police if they catch me lose my fucking life Looking out for oppas if I catch them take their fucking lifе I gotta take back one of theirs I rеally just lost one of mine [Verse 1] I lost a lot of brothers in the gutta' my hearts bruck inside I lost some to the system so its fuck the feds 100x Some turned fake no love lost fuck them guys Only thing I want back lost is my fucking time But that ain't theres to give so fuck it let me just move on with life I seen niggas catch birds and the hood move on with life Came home bossed up now everybody love the guy So I ain't ever trippin bout the fake love that I clock in guys Pain got me twisting and turning through sleepless nights Fuck if we were cool before you fuck around I take your life Clutch a rammy clutch a dawg I'll shoot that shit and aim up high Family first and that's the only thing I won't sacrifice I put the trap down now I pray that music does suffice I can't put the beef down cah all the things I done to guys And I got a couple brothers knee deep I love them guys So we gon kill and die for each other till we fucking die [Chorus] I been through the pain that they glamorize Told my mom and dad I'm grinding tryna build a better life Had everything I needed but none of the things I fantasized Baby 8 by my balls and its a can of fanta sized You can ask Fumez I nearly shot a yute in front his eyes I caught a yute and done him I caught him again and done him twice I caught another opp twice both times done him nice As mad as it sounds I felt at peace when I'm hunting nights Handy with candy ballied up to my fucking eyes Looking out for police if they catch me lose my fucking life Looking out for oppas if I catch them take their fucking life I gotta take back one of theirs I really just lost one of mine [Verse 2] If you're on these streets the first rule is don't lose your life Put your family first, don't be the reason that your mummy cry Second rule is don't trust a soul you must be fuckin high The third rule is pepper beef and look out for the Trident Fourth rule is dont ever switch up on your fucking guys Fifth rule is get some guns and fuck the flashing lights Cah you dont wanna be the one lacking when there's flashing lights Old school days I was riding out and stabbing guys Now I'm calmer but I'm worse you fuck around I'm slapping bine First mixtape it's overdue was nun but a matter time All I do is spill the truth now pay me for my fucking rhymes Tell them pay me for my fucking rhymes Sixth rule is you better keep your eyes up on the time Won't be long until you're grown up 45 Talking 'bout the time when you were young and slapped the .45 Living off of benefits depressing shit I'm mortified [Chorus] I been through the pain that they glamorize Told my mom and dad I'm grinding tryna build a better life Had everything I needed but none of the things I fantasized Baby 8 by my balls and its a can of fanta sized You can ask Fumez I nearly shot a yute in front his eyes I caught a yute and done him I caught him again and done him twice I caught another opp twice both times done him nice As mad as it sounds I felt at peace when I'm hunting nights Handy with candy ballied up to my fucking eyes Looking out for police if they catch me lose my fucking life Looking out for oppas if I catch them take their fucking life I gotta take back one of theirs I really just lost one of mine