serpents

Lyrics

[Intro] I did it again On a laptop screen at 3 in the morning I spilled my guts for a friend I just wanna be seen, is that really a goddamn problem? I know what I said (I know what I said) And your boyfriend sees me and just about blows his brains out (Kills himself) Turn me into a threat So I'll bite my tongue and make friends with the serpents [Verse 1] I can't admit my wrongs, so I'll stop talking to you I don't know for how long 'til I can tell you the truth Or write another song 'Bout everything that I choose to hide from everyone else I, I, I'll face the facts, somber-eyed until I laugh Heavy hitting 'til I crash, but I still can't call you I make you mad Every conversation's sad and awkward, but what can you do? [Bridge] And I don't wanna talk to your best friend I'd rather hear everything from you And do you hesitate before you hit send? 'Cause I don't know who I'm talking to [Verse 2] And when he wastes time Smooth talking with his hands up on your waistline I hope you think of me at night and through the daytime "At least he's happy" is what you'll say to yourself I, I can't help but lie awake, feeling stupid Wide awake and my memories polluted I try my best, but I know that it's useless 'Cause I know I can do better [Bridge] I put my all into something that I can't guarantee Wrap my soul around the frame 'til it's a part of me Every time it's just a lesson I can never learn Look in your eyes, when's it my turn? When's it my turn? When's it my turn? [Instrumental Outro]