If I Ever Was a Child

Lyrics

[Refrain] I've never been alone Long enough to know If I ever was a child [Verse 1] I was tied up like a boat Unbuttoned like a coat Set free for a while Well I jumped to jolt my clumsy blood While my white, green eyes [Verse 2] Cry like a window pane Can my cold heart change Even out of spite? [Instrumental Break] [Chorus] I slump behind my brain A haunted stain Never fades I hunt for the kind of pain I can take [Verse 3] And I cry like a window pane Can my cold heart change Overnight? [Verse 4] So I won't ever want to touch Your heart too much Or hold you too tight [Chorus] I slump behind my brain A haunted stain I'll never fade I hunt for the kind of pain I can take [Refrain] I never was alone Long enough to know If I ever was a child