Lyrics

[Intro] ​months [Verse] Kill myself, watch the leaves fall down Earth keep on spinnin' every fuckin' year 'round (Fuck that stupid girl) But it always feels the same, so why should I be around? I been makin' music in the fuckin' meanwhile (Fuck July) I don't wanna disappoint my mom, but I know I will I can never think straight, fill me up with pills When I go outside, I just pray I get killed Every fuckin' day, it's really kill or be killed I can't even eat, but I got my first mill' How I get my first mill' when I can't get a meal? Scratchin' at my flesh, askin' God if I'm real I don't even know if God is real (months) I don't even know if God exists (months) I don't even know why I do this shit (months) I don't even know why I suck so bad (months) Makin' music every year, but I'm still so ass (months) I don't even know why I stay on Earth Every year of my life makes things much worse (months) I don't even know why I stay on Earth Every year of my life makes things much worse (months)