Killing Me Inside

Lyrics

[Chorus] You'll never know How much I love you Try and I try But I just can't quit you You're killing me inside But I can't live without you Oh, oh, you'll never know [Verse 1] Uh, I've been with you ever since I was a little boy Searching through Cracker Jack boxes to find that little toy You bring me a little joy But you will destroy me, eventually and feel no empathy I remember we first met, and about you I wasn't sure But you had this allure that kept me coming back for more You warned me upfront you was dangerous Not to be tampered with, the nail that my coffin would be hammered with But I just figured it would be a short fling And me and you partin' ways, that would be a sure thing But your cling got so much stronger It would go much longer than expected, far from inexpensive I think of all the money that I spent with you Especially on the days when the rent is due I'm gonna hit it 'til the end of the year, and then I'm through Aw, who am I my pretending? I'ma ride 'til the end of you [Chorus] You'll never know How much I love you Try and I try But I just can't quit you You're killing me inside But I can't live without you Oh, oh, you'll never know [Verse 2] Check it out, yo It's a one-sided relationship, and I'm spiteful from it It doesn't help that my mom never liked you one bit She always warned me that you weren't the right type to run with The moments of pleasure ain't worth the type of life you come with In one out the other ear Another year, another year, you're still fuckin' here I love you, dear, but you're fuckin' my career up Bam, kick you out, celebratin', lift the beer up But soon as I'm drinking I'm desperate for your presence And you're always close by, accessible in seconds And your essence grips hold of me, then I go and pick you up You Rick Roll me, I'm never gonna give you up I need you every day, so bad I'll steady pay Any a-mount required to take my breath away Sickness and health, only in death are we parted Loving you, I wish I've never started Damn [Chorus] You'll never know How much I love you Try and I try But I just can't quit you You're killing me inside But I can't live without you Oh, oh, you'll never know [Outro] Ayo, I'm saying man, you got something to ash in? Oh cool, yeah, I gotta go outside and smoke a cigarette, man I need to take a fucking break from this song Fuck this song And fuck that bitch too