Se7en

Song Meaning

The narrator plunges deeper into a self-described "abyss," confessing a profound apathy: "I never really gave a shit." This isn't presented as a point of shame, but rather a source of comfort, a kind of "ignorance is bliss." The immediate desire is for oblivion, hoping to "get higher than the sky" in death, a stark contrast to the earthly desires he admits to, like simply wanting to "get that blunt lit." This detachment clashes with the demands of his personal life, specifically his relationship. His "baby mama" accuses him of not loving her, evidenced by his constant need for a "Henny bottle steady in my grip." The lyrics suggest a cycle of substance abuse and emotional neglect, where the narrator seems more connected to his drink than to his partner. The narrator views the world's pursuit of wealth with disdain, believing "more money only gonna make a lazy hoe, a crazy hoe." This cynical outlook on ambition and societal striving seems to reinforce his own passive acceptance of his circumstances. He's not motivated by the world's hustle, finding a strange solace in his own detached state, even as it alienates those closest to him.