Lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm achin' for head like a concussion Bitch is mad 'cause I sold my virginity to her husband I need to cum before I open it up for discussion But when I do I'll probably turn away and feel disgusting Is it cool with you if I stay inside of you while I'm cumming? Would it bother you if I put my headphones on while you fuck me? Is it ugly on the inside if I like it when you cry? Of course it's not, 'cause a stranger on Tumblr held a sign That said I'm beautiful and nobody could tell me otherwise And I was like golly and then I started to wonder why Such an original and wonderful person would have the time To even try to effect such an amazing change in my life Like damn, what a fuckin' hero on Tumblr saving lives Like if I hadn't seen your awesome 8 and a half by 11.5 Wide sign, I would probably be hanging from my bedroom light With my face turning the color of the head of my, uhh [Verse 2] I'm in a little bit of a little predicament And it's getting me sick of it and I'm feeling so bitter and I'm fuckin' addicted and I am so fucking jittery And it's taking every ounce of self control not to obliterate A couple of fuckin' faggot scavengers on my Twitter feed I'm paranoid half to death and the anxiety Is killing me a milion and twenty seven times faster Than I ever could in my bedroom on my computer when I Get on the internet and I'm giving an intimate Internet blowjob to an Internet enemy With a mouth full of razors and I kill all my friends again And I do it again and again like smoking a cigarette Like I know that I'm killing myself but I'm in the moment and well As long as I'm living and feeling literally everything I'll be doing everything in my power to get control of it 'Cause I'm a control freak, I am very controlling You can ask any one of the boys that I've been alone with I'm really all about myself if they allow it and I've Got a really terrible habit of being unapologetic When I call him pathetic, the only way it gets better Is when I promise I meant it and promise I don't regret it And promise I'll never cherish his tarnished offer for head I'm going to hell, the truth is irrelevant It's all I got to sell, so I'll never tell