Lyrics

[Chorus] It takes me half a decade to get over Shit you get over in half a day You say that you've been broken inside But I think it's all part of the games you play I'm not saying what happened's okay But I think deep inside that you like it that way I can see it's a story that you're fond of telling Am I the seventh or eighth? [Verse] You bounce back awfully fast Just to go back and crash right into the same walls again I can't tell if you're ashamed or elitist And think I'm too simple to understand Just admit that you like the attention Manipulation, and resentment It's the only time you feel alive When you've got a new puppet to play with And the sickest part of all Is I'd still let me be your doll Wind me up, watch me crawl Pick me up, and let me fall And when I'm broken on the floor Leave the room, and shut the door I'll be waiting for my friend To come and play with me again But I'm not the one that you want at this particular moment Why can't you own it? You're the eye of a cyclone you've spun And you've spun it a little too often You play at jokes that imply self-awareness But you're not aware that it's not that endearing I swear that I'm peering into the black hole that you happen to call your soul [Chorus] It takes me half a decade to get over Shit you get over in half a day You say that you've been broken inside But I think it's all part of the games you play I'm not saying what happened's okay But I think deep inside that you like it that way I can see it's a story that you're fond of telling Am I the seventh or eighth? [Outro] You bounce back awfully fast Just to go back and crash right into the same walls again You bounce back awfully fast Just to go back and crash right into the same walls again Walls again