Lyrics

[Intro: $WAGGOT] I know it's complicated I know we separated But I don't wanna hate you And I still wanna make you All disinhibitated Still wanna get you naked Release all your frustration Into my little ocean [Verse 1: $WAGGOT] I got a little lotion To continue the motion Take a drink of my potion Vibing with your emotion Baby, you are the only one who makes me feel lonely When I go out without you I might as well be home, and I know you don't miss the fighting And you don't find me exciting Go on, keep chasing lightning You can still call me nightly You can still call me crying You know I'll never lie Though I ask myself why Maybe I'm in denial It's been like this for a while And while I'm happy that it's better than it was It still isn't what I've been dreaming of Sometimes I wonder if you know what you've been doing to me I think I know the answer I guess it's complicated [Chorus: $WAGGOT] It's pretty complicated You don't have to explain it I think I know the answer I wish I didn't hate it I know it's complicated No need to worry, baby Just say the word and I'll pretend that I'm asleep again [Verse 2: sadfem] I miss the feeling when you told me I was cute And I could want you without shame It was pretty beautiful to entertain delusion Baby, you would feel the same You don't know you never loved me But I really wanted you in my life, but hey For all I know I'm just being stupid And you're only gonna cause me pain I remember when I messaged you anxiously [?] Wish I didn't wish for you [?] Yes, [?] holding hands with me Makes me wonder I'm [?] I guess the answer's complicated Yeah, it's complicated 'Cause I don't really hate it [?] But it's been so long since I wasn't sexually frustated Kinda wish I never thought about you when I masturbated Maybe then my feelings wouldn't've seem so complicated Hopefully I'm decent at hiding that it's complicated [Chorus: $WAGGOT] It's pretty complicated You don't have to explain it I think I know the answer I wish I didn't hate it I know it's complicated No need to worry, baby Just say the word and I'll pretend I'm asleep again