Lyrics

[Chorus] You say you do it to feel better, but to me, you feel worse Intentionally so unethical, you're just being a jerk You thought you could outsmart the pain So tell me, really, how's it working out for you? Still believe that you can cut and paste hurt? [Verse 1] Unloading negative emotions onto people Like old TVs in the forest, lit cigarettes out windows Smashing glass bottles on the side of the road So we lace up our boots when you're in one of your moods When you go into this mode You say you're ventin' your frustrations in a healthier way As the reward center in your brain activates Like it associates the things you masturbate To with an orgasm, unifying pleasure and hate I think you're making excuses because you're terrified You've reached your limit for how much you can internalize But you've been swindled by the fickle, fragile, fleeting highs Of perpetratin' the abuse that has defined your life [Pre-Chorus] And everybody hears you screaming "Fuck you, hit me Help me, kill me Love me, stop me," but [Chorus] You say you do it to feel better, but to me, you feel worse And my opinion doesn't matter, but, yeah, you sound worse Look at where you were a year or two ago, like, this is worse You claim you've gotten so much better, but, baby, you're gettin' worse Baby, you're gettin' worse, I think you're gettin' worse The way you're actin' now, it just feels worse [Verse 2] You certainly aren't new or improved Or in any way less of a fool or abuser Or safer to be around or more amusing You used to make it fun, you used to be so cool You used to make it look sexy, now you're in my death pool Your behavior's erratic, and really, you've become static You haven't learned a thing, and you've lost all of your magic And you don't do any drugs, but you sound just like an addict Makin' me nervous as you proudly announce you feel fantastic You act like you're self-aware, and you claim to be in control And maybe it was less of a lie the first time you told it But the look in your eyes really hasn't sold it Like the way you snap on a dime without the strength to withhold it You expect me to believe that you're really fuckin' screamin' About the pointless bullshit you're using to demonize me The dark place you're in illuminated by gaslightin' I'm sympathetic, but it's time to point those fingers inside [Pre-Chorus] And everybody wants to like you And not fight you over fake news Because we all know that your issues Are not the issues that you subscribe to, like [Chorus] You say you do it to feel better, but to me, you feel worse And my opinion doesn't matter, but, yeah, you sound worse Look at where you were a year or two ago, like, this is worse You claim you've gotten so much better, but, baby, you're gettin' worse Baby, you're gettin' worse This feels worse It's not workin', baby, you feel worse You say you do it to feel better, but to me, you feel worse And my opinion doesn't matter, but, yeah, you sound worse Look at where you were a year or two ago, like, this is worse You claim you've gotten so much better, but, baby, you're gettin' worse Baby, you're getting worse This feels worse, this feels so much worse You're gettin' worse Baby, you feel worse Baby, you feel worse I think you're gettin' worse Baby, you're gettin' worse Baby, you're gettin' worse You've gotten worse You feel so much worse [Outro] And everybody hears you screaming "Fuck you, hit me Help me, kill me Love me, stop me" Feel worse