Lyrics

[Verse 1] The way that you taste is probably why it feels Like your cum's been laced with the chamomile Nothing is real, blood turned teal Nothing to steal, let go of the wheel I want us to die together in here I'm happy alive but I'm alive with fear The happiest lie that I'll ever hear Is that you are mine, regardless of if I'm near So if my demise is really going to be Any second, am I going to fall asleep? Fast enough to find you in my final dreams The happiest lie, you put your tongue on me [Verse 2] I don't wanna die but I want you with me If I only kill you, what would I tell the police? It's so romantic and I think you'd probably agree Put it in drive and then fuck me to sleep And if I wake up again I'm really afraid you'll wanna be just friends Maybe you won't be awake, you'll be unconscious and then I'll sit by your bed and wait every day until when Your body starts to shake and your coma ends They'll tell me that it's rape when I unzip your pants But when you come back and say you liked the orgasm And that you couldn't repay me for all that I've done And I'll tell you it's okay, the only thing that I want Is for you to say that I am what you want And every other you may ever think you want You'll never look away 'cause I am what you want [Bridge] I think I must have incurred a lot of head trauma Dystopian ambiance or just my school alarm or [Chorus] I wanna turn around, I wanna fall down dead I wanna be face down in a hospital bed I wanna be put down like a broken pet I wanna be held down, I wanna be force fed I wanna turn around, I wanna fall down dead (The way that you taste is probably why it feels) I wanna be face down in a hospital bed (Like your cum's been laced with the chamomile) I wanna be put down like a broken pet (Nothing is real, blood turned teal) I wanna be held down, I wanna be force fed (Nothing to steal, let go of the wheel) [Outro] I wanna be face down in a hospital bed I wanna be put down like a broken pet I wanna be put down like a broken pet I wanna be put down like a broken pet