Intrusive Thoughts

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm historically heartbroken Drownin' in my own emotions One minute away from breakin' down, down, down I'm always leavin' empty-handed No one wants a heart that's damaged Only know a love that lets me down, down, down [Pre-Chorus] Oh, starin' contest with the walls I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts [Chorus] What if I never find anybody to love Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up? 'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave Woah, what if I get to heaven and it's not even real And I die before tellin' you how I really feel? 'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think That maybe love's not for me [Verse 2] If you don't look too closely You can't even tell I'm lonely Even though it keeps me up at night, night, night I try to keep myself distracted But I got all these awful habits Of listenin' to voices in my mind, mind, mind [Pre-Chorus] Oh, starin' contest with the walls I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts, oh [Chorus] What if I never find anybody to love Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up? 'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave, woah-oh What if I get to heaven and it's not even real And I die before tellin' you how I really feel? 'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help, but think Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh [Post-Chorus] Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh-oh Maybe love's not for me Maybe love's not for me For me, for me, for me Maybe love's not for me