Fear & Doubt

Lyrics

[Hook: Kenna] I live in a daze, fightin' through the phase Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I (Blaze) Lighting in the flames, burnin' in the raids Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I blaze [Verse 1: Vic Mensa] Starin' at a narrow-point reflection of myself Questioning, what is my life to become? I wonder, will I ever be the man my momma wish I was? Or will I end up victim to the hand of a gun? Given the current circumstances, I stand alone No one to hold me but me, I mean, it's hard not to be stressed Stretchin' myself to the bone, can't feel my chest I been heavin' cause all the smoke I been breathin' in just to not be depressed All the pressures from record labels around me and the band, still tryna sign me Finally in a position to put all that shit behind me How many mothers have a son they never know? Nobody questions what they do, nobody wonders where they go I'm goin' around in circles, chasin' myself in contradiction With a pistol to the back of my head Prolly pull the trigger the moment after I make it big Pretty white seats in the Lambo all plastered in red My nigga, me? Naturally, I forever be fly It's in my blood, it has to be, how could I ever be not? Ain't a question when and where 'cause I'mma forever get mine Stand in my way? That be the day they get a deputy shot Goin' back? Fuck that, that used to be me I used to be weak, we used to be thieves Steal my shoes for a second, think about it: What if you could be me? What would you do? Fuck would you do? [Hook: Kenna & Joey Purp] I live in a daze, fightin' through the phase Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I (Blaze) Lighting in the flames ( Purple), burnin' in the raids (NET, NET, NET) Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I blaze [Verse 2: Joey Purp] Ugh, holla at your boy, it's Purple, baby They label me a problem and I probably am, so I don't knock 'em How I pull up in that Caddy on trims? Clean chakras With a Oscar-winning bitch, she got on door knockers And I'm knocking down your door if it's war, partner Deepak Purple: That boy conscious Jack four Biancis, come back with a pound of— Broccoli like, "How he—? Why he—?" 'Cause I be— Moving through the city like a IV Tryna be monogamous, but I got bitches on my dick like I'm the shit 'cause I'm the shit And I only promise this: To my little girl, I'mma bring you the world Yo fuck that, niggas love to talk, but that talkin' shit out the conversation You young niggas gon' fuck up and start some complications Your baby mothers, your cousins, grandmothers congregatin' One more time, and your fuckin' life confiscated I seen good niggas die over less, so how you trippin'? A higher power sent you and your niggas on your mission? The Muslims preach to the Jews to preach to Catholics and Christians My brother's serving a life sentence, nigga, how you livin'? My homie get it off the boat, nigga, how you get it? My momma usually like to snort, nigga, how you feel it? I asked him if it's easy to kill, he said hardly Killed a nigga in the club, took the life out the party, huh? [Hook: Kenna & Joey Purp] I live in a daze, fightin' through the phase Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I (Blaze) SAVEMONEY shit, Purple Lighting in the flames, burnin' in the raids Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I blaze [Outro: Vic Mensa] This is me at the end of the day Forget the talkin', forget all of the lies And forget all of the cameras, who's who and who's watchin' The water for my soul for the day I hit the coffin Know I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine I'm—I'mma get mine, I'm—I'mma get mine You know I'mma get mine, I'm—I'mma get mine I—I'mma get mine, I'm—I'mma get mine Know I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine Know I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine Know I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine Know I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine