Lyrics

[Verse 1] Do you ever look in the mirror and don't recognise yourself? I stare into my eyes and they don't stare back at me Who are you? Who lives in this body that I tried to escape for so long? They say you realise what you had when it's already gone [Chorus 1] Screaming in silence, indulging in pain Is this I, or am I going insane? [Verse 2] Forcing needles down my throat, internal bleeding Is this reality or am I only dreaming? Etched by the eternal tears of sadness My face feels sticky as my flesh disintegrates Who ought to save me from this madness? A cry of anguish resonates as I dissipate [Chorus 2] I'm forcing needles down my throat But I feel numb and I want to hurt again [Verse 3] Remember the little knife you gave me to protect myself? It's cutting up my stomach before I stick it in my leg My wounds are oozing woe but I feel nothing instead Time to move on, we have no time to wallow in regret It's all in my head [Chorus 1] Screaming in silence, indulging in pain Is this I, or am I going insane? [Bridge] I don't remember the last time I felt happy Maybe I was born with the urge to dwell in pain I take the pill that promised to lift the sorrow [Chorus 2] But I feel numb and I want to hurt again I want to hurt again I'm forcing needles down my throat, feel numb I'm forcing needles down my throat, feel numb