Lyrics

Looking back when in death's eye i stared I wasn't even scared, i wasn't spared I wonder if they really cared, cause no one's there Until a motherfucker's up there, now they need a share How do they dare, makes me wanne lace em up i swear They knew i needed a blessin' but i was never in their prayers And now they act like we usеd to breath the same air Wеre in the same affairs, but whats mine is not theirs Saying you was there, who? Where? Last time we talked was on a chair in school downstairs You think i'm a fool who cares, i got fools who scare Get out my face you don't deserve to be here with me You just feel bad cause you can't eat how i eat Can't sleep how i sleep, can't be how i be You just forgot to feel that when things went bad Now its a fact, i didn't need you to get out of a place that bad Waiting for death to come close my curtains My last hope Is to make it out of this burden I can't cope Pour some hennessy as a G ima be buried Difference between me and you is im not worried (2x) I'm gettin' visions, making me suspicious bout my homies and bitches Are they gonna make a skeem to take all my riches And is she gonna make me regret takin all our pictures Im getting paranoid, light up a joint just to see some light up in this void I wanna self-destroy, a boy without joy Now im a man who's waiting for all of this to end No money to spend, nobody to vent Wanted it all to end so i took my demons to the streets Now i'm bleeding, blood leaking on my bed sheets Digging my own grave can't get out cause i dug too deep Missing my own faith can't be proud putting punks to sleep Thoughts be too loud so i can't even sleep deep Looking laid back, costs a lot and im never getting paid back Lost a lot now a g has to got his own back Waiting for death to come close my curtains My last hope Is to make it out of this burden I can't cope Pour some hennessy as a G ima be buried Difference between me and you is im not worried (2x) Using the worst ways to cope with the pain I was going insane i was feeling so lame Cutting open my skin just to feel something While my veins pumping, and my brains thumping See my focus fading away feel like im losing purpose Life is knotting my noose, now im getting nervous Feel like i got nothing to lose, actually im certain The felling of being a burden and its hurting Cause i know death is lurking, tryna take my soul and my body buried Waiting for him to try and close my curtains But when he comes i'll make him feel like he's the burden Motherfucker tried to make life feel like a movie from tim burton But he ain't ready for the pain ima cause to that lil sucker Last time he came i wasn't prepared for the struggle Now im here sitting and waiting for him with a big Glock May his skull shatter and his skeleton drop