1981 (Ninteen eighty-one)

Lyrics

[Verse 1] The things have changed so quickly As a dream's begin to rest They turned into a present That fights to coexist We're greater in the evening Our breakfast starts at three The habits that we're keeping Send peaceful minds to sleep So this is growing up Or maybe growing older But I failed to ask the question Why the innocence is over Invulnerability That comes from feeling lost My heart and mind are ready By defense a futile cause [Chorus] I'm sick with hesitation Fight back the tears I bleed And brave the suffocation The city inflicts me I face the confrontation With the emptiness I feel [Verse 2] There's too much confusion The cycle never ends My friends resemble strangers Until the next weekend Doesn't matter what I choose The choice has been made for me They tell me what to think And what is right for me [Chorus] I'm sick with hesitation Fight back the tears I bleed And brave the suffocation The city inflicts me I face the confrontation With the emptiness I feel [Bridge] Why am I ignoring The troubles in my head My smile is getting boring The longer I pretend Is such a common feeling We hide the feel within To look for easy answers Is a quest to die in vain [Chorus] I'm sick with hesitation Fight back the tears I bleed And brave the suffocation The city inflicts me I face the confrontation With the emptiness I feel [Outro] I'm sick with hesitation (I just need to break the silence) Fight back the tears I bleed (Silence without you) And brave the suffocation (I just need to break the silence) The city inflicts me (Silence without you) I need to brave the silence The silence without you