death’s just a step away

Lyrics

(do you feel do you -) (do you hurt do you -) (is it real are you -) (do you feel do you -) (do you hurt do you -) (is it real are you -) It's like you're still here with me Winds blow mold my face like your touch I'd try ask "do you miss me?" But you don't respond How could you be gone I'll close my eyes And forget about the time Watch as I cry It's rain on my cheek Connecting lines Tracing paths in sand beneath my feet You swore you'd stay Where are you Tear my heart out Fall to the ground Words pierce my skin Tattered feelings All this weight from my name When you say it again Words kiss me But I still feel pain Someone pinch me I'm still dreaming Death's beside me I'm his protégé Please speak softly words still hurt me Defy nature I still hate her Hate her Stay here Hate her Take me later But you'll stay there If I don't call Take a step back before you fall Everything just hurts sometimes I Wonder what I'll feel when you die Hold your hand it's cold already Didn't tell me that you left me Beating heart as I grasp for air Feel your pulse but it's still nowhere Will you search for me when I join you Try believe that nothing's wrong Hold your hand until you're gone Hold your hand until you're Do you feel me with you Do you feel me kiss you You - you - you You were my everything Take back time said I would not cry but I lied Can you forgive me for the mistakes I made Thought you would never leave what we had built up But I was wrong I'm so dumb See your face I watch you fade I'll always stay just to see you again someday Do you see though the darkness I'm beside you You're here I know you are I won't forget your hope It's all inside I won't leave till I die Steps lead southward spiral downward Heartbeats haunt me death still taunts me I can still feel the past inside of my own heart Fragile it breaks like glass let it escape time's grasp Do you feel do you Do you still - Do you remember my name I'm - Do you hurt do you Hear my words Is it real are you Still there Do you feel do you hurt is it real now Cause I know that you're gone but I'll still ask "do you miss me?" Do you feel do you hurt is it real now When you don't respond I'll hold on For you Talk I need to hear your voice your words surround me Embrace me with the things you could say but I can't hear you Call out to me but we'll still just sit in silence Do you feel my hands I just want you back Cause I loved you