Zombie

Lyrics

{Verse 1] It physically hurts, I'm in my bed squirming Every single night fucking tossing and turning I miss you so, I've lost control Somebody turn me off I been stuck in hurt mode And this feeling won't go, I just wanna get stoned And go to sleep Because the only time we meet is in my dreams I lay there stiff, but I'm broken I'm stoic, I'm showing no extremes of emotion I got hella pain and I can't show it I use these feelings when you give me the motion There's a stake right through my chest And that shit is pinning me to my bed [Chorus] I'm in it all day like a coffin I'm fucking nauseous (Fucking nauseous) I don't even wanna be conscious (Be conscious) I'm just a deadman, deadman walking Im just a deadman walking With you I've never felt more alive And without you all I feel is dead inside Snatched the soul from body I'm walking like a zombie (Like a zombie) I'm just a deadman walking [Verse 2] Are you sure this is Earth? Cause I been going through hell And I don't know if you could tell That I fucking hate myself for being so complacent Don't know how I even made it ro this point The best connection I ever had I destroyed And I'm left with this void, it's so annoying When I know I should be doing this or doing that But it's so damn hard (Yeah it's so damn hard uh) Yeah, when I know I'm not intact Been a long ass winter since I got home that December I've been like this for as long as I can remember And I know I got some problems (Got some problems uh) Cause all I ever wanna do is sleep, smoke, or drown these bottles And to some this might seem soft, but if you've never loved and lost You can promptly fuck off (Fuck off) I could go on and on and on and you prob Prob just want me stop Stressed out so much I almost didn't want to live (Wanna live) Asking myself how am I gonna get beyond this Grabbin over my heart, yelling at it to stop this (Fuckin stop it!) But my best friend's gone and I still can't process I don't even wanna be conscious (Be conscious) Hate feeling like this more than often (More than often) I'm just a, just a, I'm just a deadman walking I'm just a deadman walking (Walking...walking)