Candy Cigs

Lyrics

[Intro] All grown up and for what This shit fucking sucks I mean it has its perks, but, but uh I just miss the ways things were, ya know? [Verse 1] Tryna stop myself from going mental (Going mental) Yeah I always been, always been so damn sentimental Holding on to the past, long after it's gone Had to get a grasp on where I'm at to help me grow strong-er It hurts I struggle living in the present, this shit is a present But sometimes I forget yeah That so is my presence (So is my presence) Don't you ever forget it (Don't you ever forget it) I'm working, learning from the past (From the past) Looking forward to the future with excitement (With excitement) Though sometimes (Though sometimes) I'm way more anxious, way more anxious than excited Can't let it take control of me I'm thinking bout what I got going for me and one minute I'm smiling, the next my thoughts are violent Don't wanna die fore I do what I gotta Just keep faith, that's the mantra [Hook] Man I miss when we were kids When all we were smoking was candy cigs Before the loss of innocence Now everyone's got their own shit going on (Own shit going on) And sometimes I get lost in these thoughts On where I'm the same and where I'm not But thangs are never the same (Never the same) Yeah they constantly evolve [Verse 2] But so much has changed in just a few years Fell in love, went to college, my heart broke, I started my career Grew my hair out and dyed it blonde (Dyed it blonde) Uh yeah, yeah I got them goldie locs (Got them goldie locs) Five tats, earrings, and a nose ring Man this punk life chose me and I chose it back Yeah I went to hell and back (Hell and back) To get my ass where I'm at (Get my ass where I'm at) And sometimes I wish that, wish that I started sooner Then I realized it's never too late to take, to take control of your future, until it is My past shaped me into who I am damn Hind sight got me like I might change some shit, but I'm alright It is what it is My innocence has been gone for a minute yeah But with the music (With the music) Shit I'm starting to feel like a kid again [Hook] I still miss when we were kids When all we were smoking was candy cigs Before the loss of innocence Now everyone's got their own shit going on (Own shit going on) And sometimes I get lost in these thoughts On where I'm the same and where I'm not But things are never the same (Never the same) Yeah they constantly evolve [Verse 3] Vague memories of the first house I lived in Chillin, smoking candy cigs with Bostrum, watching Kangaroo Jack Seventeen years later man who knew that (Who knew that) Our friendship would come around to still exist Shit man I barely remember meeting the brother Tim At a party before I moved into the neighborhood Our mothers were friends of friends We bonded over eating fudgesicles Now we're men getting comfortable in our bodies All these stories live within and I feel like no-one can stop me Except me I got all the love and support I need Keep drilling in positivity yeah But damn man (Damn man) Damn man, yeah I still miss when Still miss when Miss when When were kids… [Hook] I still miss when we were kids (Kids) When all we were smoking was candy cigs (Cigs) Before the loss of innocence Now everyone's got their own shit going on (Own shit going on) And sometimes I get lost in these thoughts On where I'm the same and where I'm not But things are never the same (Never the same) Yeah they constantly evolve (Constantly evolve)