Struggle

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Murda D] Feel like I'm running in place More like I'm stuck in a maze Look in the mirror and the face looking back is looking like he's been erased Nothing has changed, nothing amazes me Basically, running afraid Running away from all the hatred I've created Innocent lives are tested, messages are lost in texts A blessing over breakfast, had to get this off my chest before I wake another day I'm on a quest with a Bible and a fucking hand grenade I may be afraid of death, but no, I'm not afraid to play I'll change the way we think and speak The way we eat and breathe The way we deal with inner demons and the voices from the beast I'm in need of some rest before I make another mistake I'm getting a feeling that it's best if I just moved another fucking state And it amazes me, I'm battling this my damn self Oh well, what you gonna do about it? Life's a landfill, that means shit's stacked on shit and it ain't gonna stop Only way to rip the stitch is get my ass to the top [Chorus: Murda D] Struggle! Coming to find in life that running and hiding isn't the way to survive You gotta stand and fight a Struggle! Sipping a bottle of wine and rolling a dime Snorting a line, having a hell of a time in this Struggle! Falling behind, the reels of pills keep looking and feeling so right I think it's overkill, I Struggle! Struggle! Struggle! Struggle! I'm wondering why I'm still alive and am I even real? Just trying to realize it still [Verse 2: Legion] By the end of the day, the sky is gray and hazy Stuck in a maze, maybe I can't take it maybe I should just quit, fall apart like the rest Another statistic, a product of all the mess That I've made (that I've made, damn) A man of many years can fall apart in a day I'm feeling just like a slave to the struggle I behave like a dog with a muzzle in a cage (in a cage, in a cage) I tried to rearrange all the trouble I've faced But I wasn't good at puzzles and all the time that it takes up (takes up) I'm struggling to dream, I think it's time to wake up (wake up) I said I think it's time to wake up (wake up) But there's no running away for me, so there's no need to pray for me Whether you love or you're hating me My road's my own and it's taking me to the [Chorus: Murda D] Struggle! Coming to find in life that running and hiding isn't the way to survive You gotta stand and fight a Struggle! Sipping a bottle of wine and rolling a dime Snorting a line, having a hell of a time in this Struggle! Falling behind, the reels of pills keep looking and feeling so right I think it's overkill, I Struggle! Struggle! Struggle! Struggle! I'm wondering why I'm still alive and am I even real? Just trying to realize it still [Verse 3: Renigade] Been a renegade since birth, so I guess the name fits I'm an outcast with a strange gift I'm amazed with when I say shit You listen to every syllable that I may spit I paint with a pellet perplexing and pacing to leave you in daze with Still I find challenges Just to pick up a pen, my analysis Is that I need balance and this imbalancement of juggling life is a rapper and one is an average kid 'Cause the fact is this: I'm immaculately savage when I practice my craft But there has to be some sort of life with my wife when I turn off the rap But how you gonna turn off something that goes on in your head without you even trying? It's a Catch 22, you die to turn it off, but you can't turn it off without dying So you wrestle inside with your Jekyll and Hyde Heckle with pride, a special surprise And if you let go of your Hyde, the vessel of Jekyll will die Lesson surmised Oh is the woe of an artist, that's woven and sewed in compartments Had I known that my flow I control and my glow But I know if I ever would've started But I do know that I'll embark with this art until I'm lethargic I can't part with it, but that's okay 'cause Everybody knows that victory starts with [Chorus: Murda D] Struggle! Coming to find in life that running and hiding isn't the way to survive You gotta stand and fight a Struggle! Sipping a bottle of wine and rolling a dime Snorting a line, having a hell of a time in this Struggle! Falling behind, the reels of pills keep looking and feeling so right I think it's overkill, I Struggle! Struggle! Struggle! Struggle! I'm wondering why I'm still alive and am I even real? Just trying to realize it still [Outro: Murda D] Struggle! Struggle! Struggle! Struggle! Struggle! Struggle! Struggle!