Lyrics

What's this I feel, I'm weak and on my knees I'm choking on my bile, if I'm smart I try not to think for awhile A part of me wants to deny what will come Deception, the dwelling in agony I can't stand that I am losing this game Was I too eager after your affection? This rejection is more that I can take Was it just to surface that I got into? I overcome what is done, I haven't lost for so long The next sunrise will be the worst in my life The enemy is trying to rip out my heart They smile when I bleed before them I can't stand that I am losing this game Was I too eagеr after your affection? This rejеction is more that I can take Was it just to surface that I got into? "You're a waste of time" she said "You will never be mine, no"