Lyrics

Uh Uh Now don't mind me It's just how I'm feeling at the time Travel my thoughts Just keep it real with me, nigga I tell the truth so you never feelin' me, nigga Only reason you drink is so you can mirror me, nigga But until your last day, you gotta deal with me, nigga Surround yourself with friends that abuse you Torture you and laugh, to keep me from being useful Feel and realize you gotta walk alone And who greet you there with open arms the minute you get home? (Me) (Always be afraid) (When it come down to it) (Always give you good advice) (You should dumb down music) (This should be your now) (You should do it for your [?]) ([?]) You can't ignore your feelings, it's my job to Every day of the week, every hour of day Wishing that I could leave, I wish I could run away Avoiding scattered thoughts Avoiding scattered thoughts Rebel with a cause and I try, Lord knows that I try Slowly killing myself to keep these feelings inside Avoiding these scattered thoughts Avoiding these scattered thoughts Rebel with a cause, uh The more I rap, more I wanna wrap it up Tryna chase my dreams but it seem like I ain't fast enough Started off fun, suddenly, it got hard And I guess it's 'cause I treat it like a full time job (Damn) Took a while to realize that Focused as you can see, baby mama despited that This shit is way more than bringin' that side pack She put my child in this world and I'm tryna provide back And besides that, fluid [?] stop speakin' bin brothers for ten years How nobody squashed that? Blind to the fact that nobody's gettin' their time back So only thing I can do is just wish to rewind back (Damn) Guess I'm wasting my time on 'net Taking shots back, just to get my mind off that My mind's off track (Scattered thoughts) Hopin' one day that I can fall back from scattered thoughts, but Every day of the week, every hour of day Wishing that I could leave, I wish I could run away Avoiding scattered thoughts Avoiding scattered thoughts Rebel with a cause and I try, Lord knows that I try Slowly killing myself to keep these feelings inside Avoiding these scattered thoughts Avoiding these scattered thoughts Rebel with a cause, uh Hundred miles of runnin', makin' somethin' out of nothin' Sometimes I wish I wasn't, God knows I really wanted He knows I still be fuckin' unprotected If she see that she know all about my son She'll wish she was pregnant, she gon' keep it Since day one, grindin', sweatin' and bleedin' Meanin' I give my all with everything that I'm breathing The devil makes music, thoughts hearten me like demons So it makes a lot of sense that I'm rappin' here for a reason It's like my gift is a curse But if God gave this gift, then I'll make sure I make this work Suffering from the worst, some shit you couldn't imagine Then I'm not comfortable with speakin' 'bout what rap shit We all scattered brain, but yet I fear mine I know it's gonna be my death if I share mine We all scattered brain, but I fear mine I know it's gonna be my death in the meantime Every day of the week, every hour of day (Ayy) Wishing that I could leave, I wish I could run away Avoiding scattered thoughts Avoiding scattered thoughts Rebel with a cause and I try, Lord knows that I try Slowly killing myself to keep these feelings inside Avoiding these scattered thoughts Avoiding these scattered thoughts Rebel with a cause, uh Week, day Wishin' that I could leave, I wish I could run away Avoidin' these scattered thoughts Avoiding scattered thoughts Rebel with a cause, uh So let me get my mind off that Just to get my mind off that So let me get my mind off that