​mental health 2.

Lyrics

[Chorus] God, why does it feel like everything I've built isn't gonna last Dreams are getting killed I don't really deal with depression well I don't wanna heal, maybe this is hell Maybe I'll excel if I look at Hell Take away the L's, He can never fail Even when I bail, He defeated Baal I am numb myself, He's my mental health [Verse 1] Help, I'm tryna find the words that rhyme with I'm finally happy But when I open up my mind, all I see is pain, dang But just 'cause I was lost doesn't mean my heart changed Sometimes you gotta fall to appreciate Laughin' wit' your brother, yappin' at your mother Packin' everything and movin' to another state You start to wonder, what if I never signed up for the army Would I have a mother? What about my sister? God, I swear I miss her Send me if you hear this, Ma, I'll always love you Not the perfect son, I'm not the perfect brother But I swear to God I'll give up everything to have another [Bridge] Day in, day out, our past gets in the way Oh, Lord, when will I hear You? Have made mistakes I chose myself then walked away Off and on, are they real? (Ooh) [Chorus] God, why does it feel like everything I've built isn't gonna last Dreams are getting killed I don't really deal with depression well I don't wanna heal, maybe this is hell Maybe I'll excel if I look at Hell Take away the L's, He can never fail Even when I bail, He defeated Baal I am numb myself, He's my mental health [Verse 2] "Help," is what I used to yell He's the only one that came, dang But when it goes wrong, He's the one I wanna blame, ayy 'Cause I've made my decisions, I'm the one that lit the flames Shame is something He don't make me carry, He can take the pain and the loss All of the shots aimed at myself, suicide thoughts Gone in the name of Jesus, He bought life with the price of death on the cross I ain't gotta cry, I ain't gotta claw both of my eyes out when my mom's name gets dropped Yeah, I miss her lots Look at what she did, look at all the lost people [Outro] In my dm's, tellin' me these songs keep 'em From ending everything, everybody's not evil But they'll never change if they can't relate, me too That's why my mental health stays on display, scene two