Lyrics

[Intro: Jamie Madrox] Yo, finna take y'all on the sad side of the sleigh? [Chorus: Jamie Madrox] (Love this holiday) Just leave me lonely, let me (Let me fade away) I'm findin' it hard to try and love (Love this time of year) Just leave me lonely, let me (Let me hide beside my fear) My fear, my fear, my fear [Verse 1: Monoxide] December twenty fifth 1994, three car pile up on the two-way road Only one survived and you already know That it was me but the driver from the end of his road Now, I'm makin' phone calls to everyone he knows Ruinin' everybody's holiday spirit But I suppose to hear it From the poet who made it, even worse Than y'all know, I ain't do it to hurt I'm already feelin' lower than dirt like I'm leavin' the earth Just to be alone separated from life's birth The world segregates and leave me to be on this Christmas 'Cause it's still a little bit too much to deal with Alone I sit tryna keep it together But the mo' drunk I get the mo' I remember That fateful night when you lost your life And ever since then in my heart Christmas don't feel right [Chorus: Jamie Madrox] (Love this holiday) Just leave me lonely, let me (Let me fade away) I'm findin' it hard to try and love (Love this time of year) Just leave me lonely, let me (Let me hide beside my fear) My fear, my fear, my fear [Verse 2: Jamie Madrox] No more songs bein' sung in harmony No more door to door carolers come to bother me Leave me alone rather be buried in snow Than to let this feelin' that I'm feelin' have the chance to carry on I'm like Ebeneezer but I'm down in the dumps Hope the ghost of Christmas future had the feel to lift me up Put me back amongst the rest with the smiles of joy The way you used to captivate me when I was a little boy Its been a long time since and each and every Christmas Grow a little bit colder and further from happiness Now I would never ever want to ruin your time of cheer So I will keep my distance and sit right here All alone and by myself not even a Christmas tree I'm embarrassed at the thoughts you're probably thinkin' of me So I won't think about it, I just close my eyes In a cold dark room as I refuse to try to [Chorus: Jamie Madrox] (Love this holiday) Just leave me lonely, let me (Let me fade away) I'm findin' it hard to try and love (Love this time of year) Just leave me lonely, let me (Let me hide beside my fear) My fear, my fear, my fear (Love this holiday) Just leave me lonely, let me (Let me fade away) I'm findin' it hard to try and love (Love this time of year) Just leave me lonely, let me (Let me hide beside my fear) My fear, my fear, my fear [Verse 3: Monoxide] They say that time passes on and it heals all wounds But this one cut a little too deep and I assume Which is fine on my feet I can walk out of the gloom That consumes me like the walls on the room Been lying for when its finally through, when I could move on But for now, Christmas is just too wrong Uh, wish I could sing a new song Instead I'm chuckin' deuces like a two prong [Chorus: Jamie Madrox] (Love this holiday) Just leave me lonely, let me (Let me fade away) I'm findin' it hard to try and love (Love this time of year) Just leave me lonely, let me (Let me hide beside my fear) My fear, my fear, my fear [Outro: Jamie Madrox] (Love this holiday) Yo, mindin' your own, diggin' alone Givin' me the gift, you better get gone You look in the mail, don't answer the phone Then fuck off in the car and get in your zone (Let me fade away) Yo, mindin' your own, diggin' alone Givin' me the gift, you better get gone You look in the mail, don't answer the phone Then fuck off in the car and get in your zone (Love this time of year) Yo, mindin' your own, diggin' alone Givin' me the gift, you better get gone You look in the mail, don't answer the phone Then fuck off in the car and get in your zone (Let me hide beside my fear) Yo, mindin' your own, diggin' alone Givin' me the gift, you better get gone You look in the mail, don't answer the phone Then fuck off in the car and get in your zone (My fear, my fear, my fear)