By Myself

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Monoxide] Floating to the ceiling, ain't always what it seems Sometimes I'm in my feelings like a, a couple E's I feel like I'm infected like some kinda disease I never know when to expect it, but I just gotta breathe Just gotta breathe, my brotha Just got to know when you should leave, my brotha I don't wanna believe, but it seems, my brotha That sativa ain't the one to peel back covers Every now an then I like to go for the change And every single time that strain'll go straight for my brain And I feel crazy, like evеrything's is maybe Affecting me in ways that always brings mе back to the part where I'm hating Everything and not relating to the fact that I'm just paranoid And I can't get out my own head, I just can't avoid I'm shaking, and I can feel my nerve breaking Everything so berating, I just feel like middle fing waving [Chorus: Monoxide] Don't let me smoke by myself I get lost inside my head I know I need top shelf professional help But I just turn to weed instead [Post-Chorus: Jamie Madrox] They don't want me to smoke by my self (My self) Don't believe me then take a look at my face (My face) They don't want me to smoke by my self (My self) 'Cause they know I'm a professional head case (Head case) [Verse 2: Jamie Madrox] Smoke like it's solitaire, put some smoke up in the air Just trying to make my mind right, fuck if I don't even care Normal life just don't compare, fuck I'm in a cloud again Feeling like an alien, until I'm coming down and then Don't wanna pretend, now I'm not high no more Life is just a waste of time, nothing changes ever more Instead of keeping count inside of head I will fall victim to becoming like the rest of 'em I lay awake at night inside of my bed Dreaming of stress free, life's and outcomes And how come every time I try to come up Life pulls me back down, like what the fuck I'm smoking, trying to ease a little pain Hoping it'll never be the same again I take a puff enough and then I hold it Ugly like myself 'cause you know that I rolled it [Chorus: Monoxide] Don't let me smoke by myself I get lost inside my head I know I need top shelf professional help But I just turn to weed instead [Post-Chorus: Jamie Madrox] They don't want me to smoke by my self (My self) Don't believe me then take a look at my face (My face) They don't want me to smoke by my self (My self) 'Cause they know I'm a professional head case (Head case) [Outro: Jamie Madrox] They don't want me to smoke by my self They don't want me to smoke by my self They don't want me to smoke by my self By my self