Bella Morte

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Jamie Madrox] I feel her touch like a cold breeze tickled my neck She here to show me more ways in the dark I would expect her to know by now, I won't bend or be afraid Of anything she shows me or anything she said She wants me to be scared 'cause she feeds on fear And shows me horrible things so I don't see so clear My vision is so distorted and covered with new eyes That show me people covered in blood and ready to die I'm afraid of my own self and it won't help me none To get a gun and put it to my dome I know that you're alone and I figured that we could talk If she don't get out of my head then I'm blowin' my shit off [Chorus: Jamie Madrox] She keeps callin' on me every night She's scratchin' the walls to keep me afraid, everyday She keeps tearin' at my sanity Unbearin' how it's become so mundane Becomin' insane, I won't be afraid [Verse 2: Monoxide] She didn't know that I was used to it, flashbacks trigger my brain And shoot through it like fireworks, again and again And if I'm goin' insane, then I'm takin' somebody with me Out the window of the glass house you've been livin' And then if I'm just another page, that you can turn and get away from Then please do me a favor and turn it before the day comes And hopefully it's sooner then later 'Cause I'm feelin' my patience growin' thin in this relationship And the greater you intergrate, all the hate into my mind state There's only one way to retaliate, grab the thirty eight And hold it to my temple, waitin' on the word And now it all seems so simple, it's absurd Maybe it'll stop when she sees me holding the gun I was suicidal, this is what I'm gonna become I'm hopin' you can learn from my past and what I've done And on a long run maybe you gonna have to use a gun [Hook: Jamie Madrox & Monoxide] She keeps callin' me (Always callin' me) again (I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid) She keeps callin' me (Always callin' me) again (I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid) [Verse 3: Jamie Madrox] What if music was wicked, would I sing of evil spells And hidden incantations to open the gates of hell Would if style were wicked, would I wear human skin With magic conflicts in a cane that's made of skeleton What if hell were heaven, in heaven we're in reverse Would it really change the balance here on Earth Care to think about it? I don't got too many problems of my own Insanity, it's a grip that I'm tryna keep a hold on [Bridge: Monoxide] I just want to be left alone So everybody please just go away Inside of my mind is where she calls home And I just can't take another word she say [Verse 4: Jamie Madrox] What if a rose was wicked, would it have teeth? Would it bite all who smell it, leave new holes in their cheeks? What if love was wicked, would it make me want to bite? 'Til I drew blood, stainin' my teeth like fist fight What if art was wicked, would I paint with blood? Would I sculpt with guts? Would I mount human heads to the wall with love? Probably all of the above and then some Spend a little time, only the streets help [Hook: Jamie Madrox & Monoxide] She keeps callin' me (Always callin' me) again (I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid) She keeps callin' me (Always callin' me) again (I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid) [Chorus: Jamie Madrox] She keeps callin' on me every night She's scratchin' the walls to keep me afraid, everyday She keeps tearin' at my sanity Unbearin' how it's become so mundane Becomin' insane, I won't be afraid