If I Return

Lyrics

[Verse 1: The R.O.C.] Now I've never been a roller Skin still black, color of a Coca-Cola [?] yeah they call me Erik Spoelstra Turn back around, homebound, feeling kosher Holster my dreams for the nightmares, take them all first Get the hardest out the way, inside I'm chased by a hearse Never worse or better, never better or worse See the man in the mirror looking crazy or alert, please The medication leaves me vacant, stay basing Is this shit helping? 'Cause my thoughts are on vacation Vanish the forsaken, will I be forgiven by myself? I'm always here, sort of in stealth mode [?] track (Get 'em) Anticipate me like a messiah [?] ('Cause) We're on a journey now, what change you lack (Yes) I'm still here, I never faded to black, [?] [Chorus: Jamie Madrox] If I return, I'm returning like fifty-fold If I'm gunning, I'm gunning many shells when I unload If I unload, I unload last to survive It's the start of what's happening when I come back alive If I return, I'm returning like fifty-fold If I'm gunning, I'm gunning many shells when I unload If I unload, I unload last to survive It's the start of what's happening when I come back alive [Verse 2: Jamie Madrox] Told the doctor fix the dose Damaged by the memory of hurtful, hateful jokes Find me in the room with the anger and wrong folks They're blind to my existence, got me feeling like a ghost Brick wall every time I feel I'm getting close They shattered all my dreams and decimated all my hope Got me wondering if what I'm feeling now is just a hoax Got me wondering if what I'm feeling now is just a hoax Visionaries never gon' be blinded by the sight Thinking in the dark 'cause they shut off all of our lights Saying what I won't do but thinking of what I might Seen less make a weak man wanna fight Break me down 'til there's no repair You can kill me now, I'm ready, I don't care *gunshot* Lay me to rest with the roses black Pray to the heavens to let me come back [Chorus: Jamie Madrox] If I return, I'm returning like fifty-fold If I'm gunning, I'm gunning many shells when I unload If I unload, I unload last to survive It's the start of what's happening when I come back alive If I return, I'm returning like fifty-fold If I'm gunning, I'm gunning many shells when I unload If I unload, I unload last to survive It's the start of what's happening when I come back alive [Verse 3: Blaze Ya Dead Homie] When I return, not if, you better kill that shit I'm coming back for everything, they gonna feel that shit Sixteen in the chamber and one in the clip You know about the mind, I pack the hollow tips Don't test the dead, I stay gangsta Dead man stalking, creeping on you like it's cancer Try to talk me off the ledge, you had your chance Better off you [?] this is your last dance Now you fought the feeling, smashing all ceilings Fuck what they thought, never been about [?] Always been about peeling caps, guarantee your dirt nap So if you in my path, better take a step back, bitch I've returned so many times (Many times) With bullet holes and rotted mind (Rotted mind) Demons attached to my bones (To my bones) When I return, I'm not alone, not alone [Chorus: Jamie Madrox] If I return, I'm returning like fifty-fold If I'm gunning, I'm gunning many shells when I unload If I unload, I unload last to survive It's the start of what's happening when I come back alive If I return, I'm returning like fifty-fold If I'm gunning, I'm gunning many shells when I unload If I unload, I unload last to survive It's the start of what's happening when I come back alive [Bridge: Jamie Madrox] Life's a bitch sometimes, fuck with me Like to spend a little time trying to believe That the world's not always out to get me But I'm usually wrong, so I guess we'll see [Chorus: Jamie Madrox] If I return, I'm returning like fifty-fold If I'm gunning, I'm gunning many shells when I unload If I unload, I unload last to survive It's the start of what's happening when I come back alive If I return, I'm returning like fifty-fold If I'm gunning, I'm gunning many shells when I unload If I unload, I unload last to survive It's the start of what's happening when I come back alive [Outro] If I return, I'm returning like fifty-fold ([?]) If I'm gunning, I'm gunning many shells when I unload ([?] down here, so they're looking for the truth) If I unload, I unload last to survive ([?]) It's the start of what's happening when I come back alive ([?]) If I return, I'm returning like fifty-fold ([?]) If I'm gunning, I'm gunning many shells when I unload ([?] down here, so they're looking for the truth) If I unload, I unload last to survive ([?]) It's the start of what's happening when I come back alive ([?]) [Spoken: Jamie Madrox] They were all supposed to be priceless Not human money bags for price tags The family you hate, the one it took us to create Rolls over in its grave every time it hears you say This side is better than that We were all supposed to be equal Not beneath one ruler's thumb Or told what to do by anybody like you For the sake of the brotherhood, look what you've become Become Become Become