Lyrics

[Hook: Chris Brown] Oh the spotlight is not for me I close my eyes and imagine I'm home I miss the days when life was simple But if I never tried to follow that rainbow In search of the pot of gold (whoa whoa) In search of the pot of gold [Verse 1: Truth] I'm just confused, not knowing what to do Im sick of trying to tell the truth, cos everytime I spit a rhyme for you Apparantly its a lie, im through with all these guys I look in the mirror, my reflections talking back Hes telling me not to quit like that Hes right, ive got a purpose to rap, I dont need to be black I just keep going, and show em that I can blow up I just need to go for it, cos im sick of not getting belief I dont need, to make my dream a reality For you, humanity seems to just fall around me But you just doubt me, you laugh right in front of me It shouldn't be like that, worryingly, im failing my recovery From when I attempted, suicide cos your pretention Has caused tension, so tremendous, you're hell bent on Making life harder, I just start a Conversation, you tear me apart i, feel like I wouldn't be able To fit in, im wishing, to unplug this cable