what we had is dead

Lyrics

[Chorus] I miss it all, I want it all back But I can't keep depending on the fallback And when I fall they don't catch me, but I crawl back I don't look good in anything that's not an all black outfit, shout it Shout it all so they can hear it like, found it They look at you 'cause they believe the lie, crowded Like a common mental state of mind, doubt it 'Cause I couldn't live without it [Verse] Too many wicks to light, whatever works is aight The pain is all on me, but it feels worse tonight They say that nothing's changed, but they ain't ever right So I just say shit now, 'cause it feels worse to write It down Now I feel like a guy who can't get around I got so many times that I've found The answers to my problems but I just turn around, ignore them I don't care 'cause the music's not for them I do it for myself, I'm staying dormant And I work damn hard for my portion Get a call and ignore it I feel worse than ever (I tried it all) I bind together (I want it all for myself) Hate the weather (I want it overcast) But I never brought myself to write that letter [Chorus] I miss it all, I want it all back But I can't keep depending on the fallback And when I fall they don't catch me, but I crawl back I don't look good in anything that's not an all black outfit, shout it Shout it all so they can hear it like, found it They look at you 'cause they believe the lie, crowded Like a common mental state of mind, doubt it 'Cause I couldn't live without it