Even Tho Its Hard

Lyrics

[Intro] I swear I'm just sitting back thinkin' about everything in life No matter how good I done by people It never failed, man You know I'm human I always come back around, totally the opposite But I'm good though [Chorus] Lotta things been in my head Days I barely leave my bed I keep pushin' like you said Even though it's hard So much pain, I cannot rest All this time it got me stressed I don't win, I do my best Even though it's hard [Verse 1] Lately, I been dealing with pain, I'd rather fight Like why the fuck I'm stuck in the night searching for light Damn, my niggas off in the sky, without a flight All the things they left me to fear, it wasn't right Hella niggas still in the cell, send 'em a kite Me, I'd rather hit 'em with flicks, I hate to write Turn my back on many of mine? I ain't the type That's why the couple of 'em who left, I hold 'em tight I feel I need a different direction, no distillation [?] but we [?] fuck 'em, that's restoration Some people that I love tryna stop me from elevation Right or wrong, I still keep it solid, no hesitation Me, I'm in the same location where nothin' promised Where they say you ain't designed to see thirty, just bein' honest [?] Just hope they got to see when it happened [?] [Chorus] Lotta things been in my head Days I barely leave my bed I keep pushin' like you said Even though it's hard So much pain, I cannot rest All this time it got me stressed I don't win, I do my best Even though it's hard [Verse 2] They told me keep my faith while I'm losing, and it'll pass Praying [?] Hard to see one day you'll be first when always last I swear it's like your life only relevant when it's cash Be careful who you give dedication, [?] Just know you at somebody disposable like you was trash No [?] with me controlling these motions, I only spaz Too many niggas singin' the blues right over jazz [?] speakin' different, most of live it, a different tune Not knowing things, we made it, our mama, we would be doomed My children ask me "Will it get better?" I tell 'em "Soon" I'm equal to the greats but I'm guessing it wouldn't [?] Even if I never get noticed, I couldn't trip I know [?], keep on planning, I couldn't slip Anyone who listen [?], I gotta dip Regardless, tell 'em "Look at me now", I got 'em Clip [Chorus] Lotta things been in my head (My head) Days I barely leave my bed (My bed) I keep pushin' like you said Even though it's hard (It's hard) So much pain, I cannot rest (I can't rest) All this time it got me stressed (Stressed) I don't win, I do my best (My best) Even though it's hard [Outro] Even My bed It's so hard I can't rest It's stress My best