Two Decades

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I remember when I picked up the mic for the first time Never knowing that I be writing these rhymes But it's all that I've ever wanted since I laid down the first vocals Not a thought in my mind that this would be my focus My whole life Something to get me through the days So I can sleep at night But it's not always black and white Some days I'm happy some days it's fine Some days I find myself worrying about every thing on my mind It's a work in progress As long as I don't wake up in 20 years with regrets I know that I'll be happy The skies the limit all I see is green like a caddy I know that I'm gonna be the best daddy when the time comes I've thought a lot about it since I started working with kids It's been a minute since And I know it'll be a couple of years I mean shit I haven't even met the woman that I wanna marry I mean I thought I did But I guess I wasn't ready That shit is weighing heavy on me I mean what if I don't meet another girl What if I don't deserve another chance I know I just need to relax [Verse 2] Just a pen and some paper And a need to be loved It's all I had in the beginning Wrote that first hit with my best friend since birth Knew him since he entered the earth Two years older but we always stayed in touch Now we both in college ain't that something And we don't see each other as much But we've both got a lot of love for each other And that's something I wouldn't trade for nothing Yeah Back in 2018 I dropped another song Called it summer vibes A couple months later took my time To write a song about how I felt It's something I had never done before It was vulnerable But it's all apart of the journey And it taught me that I could really let this Music be my therapy session It's everyday lessons that I'm teaching myself The older I get the more I mature The more I adore my family and the ones that I love Never taking for granted what could walk out the door at any moment My biggest opponents are the ones that live inside Thought that I would outgrow em the more I got older But as I got older I started to lose the shoulders I would rely on to cry on And I know that my time is limited So imma spend every minute that I can With the ones that've been around to see me become the man I am Man I am