Trust

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I can't do this anymore But I swore I would leave this at the door I'm just bored maybe bored cause I've never had to deal with this shit before You try to start a war with your emotions but they got an army bigger than oceans Man I'm just broken but my heart is so open but now I gotta close it I'm just hoping that I find a perfect moment where I stop all these explosions Someone give me a motive and a notice so I can make some vocal poems [Verse 2] Who the fuck is on my side You lied, you hide, you cried, you tried I'm denied go beside count my stride I decide how to provide (Yeah) Set aside I'm classified this don't apply I won't advise I can't deny I give advice it's not precise I analyze it satisfies Just realize the fact that I improvise the sacrifice just to survive I have a drive you can't deny I am revived I am alive I'm terrified but I can't testify cause I am wearing a disguise (Yeah) [Verse 3] Why you acting so crazy? For safety? I don't get it maybe but you've been an asshole lately and it's been happening daily (Yeah) That's why you never get ladies cause it's just lazy (Ayy) Man it's kinda creepy that you fill em up with drinks and then try to be sneaky Man they don't want a man who's this fucking greasy and sleazy (Yeah) You gotta stop being freaky cause I'm not playing you see me Cause you've been making every girl feel so god damn uneasy (Ayy) Yeah [Chorus] Yeah I'm mad, or I'm sad, I don't know it's a fad Got me moving like a nomad without a plan (Yeah) Cause I can't find a single person that can understand (Yeah) Not sure when this shit began, got me sinking in the sand Got the music in demand, this shit slams But it ain't about the plan, holding it back like a dam when I be moving 'cross the land Using everything I got to withstand, but my mind thinking that I'm contraband like (Ayy) [Verse 4] Can't believe that I got that call from you I didn't want it to be true, cause I invested everything into you, into us Got me losing all my trust, all respect I would never expect or neglect All I ever wanted to do was to protect "Change the subject" (No) Man you put on a show and decided to throw what we had out the window And that fucking sucks Yeah I know we had our ups and downs, but you went way too far in this round [Verse 5] Are you mad cause you regret it Or are you mad cause you didn't break it off with me first? Doesn't matter cause it hurts, it's the worst (Yeah) Wish I could go back in reverse I feel cursed, spit this verse (Yeah yeah) Back on course, you the source of my pain in my brain Got me drained can't contain I'm going insane, don't have a lot that remains Everything I did was in vain I never gained from your trust, that's a must I was crushed (Ayy) but I'll adjust (Yeah) [Interlude] I don't wish any hate on you Yeah Yeah But it fucking sucks No! But I forgive you, yeah, I ain't gonna hold a grudge, naw Yeah [Chorus] Yeah I'm mad, or I'm sad, I don't know it's a fad Got me moving like a nomad without a plan (Yeah) Cause I can't find a single person that can understand (Yeah) Not sure when this shit began, got me sinking in the sand Got the music in demand, this shit slams But it ain't about the plan, holding it back like a dam when I be moving 'cross the land Using everything I got to withstand, but my mind thinking that I'm contraband like (Ayy) [Verse 6] Now I'm insecure, I can't hear these words Now I'm grinding and I'm sure I'll find time to be mature But it's hard, got me rapping in the dark Spitting sparks, Tony Stark, leave my mark No regrets, only checks, only bless Not no stress, I'm obsessed don't impress Got me motivated, sit back and I'm faded Yeah I've waited, but it's dated Not to overstate it, but I keep it correlated I'm frustrated cause I lost all of my hope (Ayy) don't know how to cope My mind is flashing pics of her like a strobe and I'm spinning like a globe, yeah I spiral [Verse 7] Yeah this shit is final, done with all these cycles cause I can't go back Yeah this shit is stacked Cut you slack, but you clapped, it's a wrap got me trapped (Yeah) Inside my head, feeling dead I guess I misread, I think I was mislead Needed to be said, I'm sick of all these tears being shed yeah I just hope we learn from this in the end Peace