9PM/Future

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Yeah Bitch I did it I fucking did it I've been making shit for ages I'm living life in stages This shit is outrageous My anxiety haunt me on a daily basis I know I ain't the greatest but my style ain't basic yeah It's 9pm and I wanna get wasted My brain is a basin I'm trapped I just want an oasis I still got plenty of traces of the faces I hated I'm outdated before I've been dated I'm graded it's fatal I'm waiting for the day That I stop hating the other side of the mirror And It's clear that I ain't got a clue what I'm supposed to do I thought when I was older that the weight would be off of my shoulders I'm moving slower I'm gеtting farther from closure yeah Thе music don't get the exposure that I feel like it deserves And it's making me nervous What's the purpose if I make a song but no one fucks with the verses Fighting back and forth with the words in my brain I'm fucking insane I'm either really happy or covered in pain I'm awake but I'm restrained Far away but I'm contained (Yeah) Make it stop Only thing helping is making the bops And I'm trying to swap out the negative shit that's been making me drop But I'm not even close to the top Even though I've been working nonstop yeah (Yeah) It's not that easy Social media makes it look easy and breezy But it's completely fucked Anxious feelings come outta nowhere like what's up Talking to me like what's up Fuck em I don't wanna know em When I throw em they come back I owe em I wonder why I was chosen to be one of the broken ones I feel like it's filling up my lungs I lay there every night Thinking about who I've become And if I like him Do I even fucking like him I don't know Hit the gym I'm feeling better It distracts me from the pressure Is it healthy Hard to measure My mood gets affected by the weather Everyday is like a new adventure New endeavor Been so focused on the craft Changing up the course add the lemon pepper I never set a goal that's just too hard to measure TRA dropping bombs you haven't seen it in forever yeah [Future/Verse 2] Smooth with it (Smooth) What do I do for a TRA ticket They're gone in a minute It's me from the future I'm giving you snippets yeah (Yeah) This what it be like when this shit takes off In like 2 years or like 3 years or like 4 years or fuck it maybe more i don't know What do I do (Woah) I wanna stand out with the style that doesn't have shoes to fill Cause I got cadences The way that this flow keeps switching Got me thinking I got ambition yeah Got a good position to take on XXL in a few years Already at the top of my peers what's next Get me some streams and get me some checks Get me some women to be at my side to show em I flex naw I don't fuck with the state of rap My goal is to make it and have an affect on the people that listen The people that always feel distant The ones that got vision but feel like they're trapped in a prison yeah That's the reason I make it Not trying to change it Not trying to be savior to rap just trying to make the music I wanna make But it's hard to shake the feeling that I'll never make cause I don't wanna blend in And I don't get the attention that I need yeah so just end this yeah