Trust

Lyrics

She was her and I was him She was torn, my deeds were thin So I swore through thick and thin That she would never feel pain And as they merged, they found their way A love that slumbered in domestic comfort when under the rain He showed her colors she loved, but adjusted them under the shade To all it all had seemed right When she was happy When she was happy When she was happy So was I When she was happy I wasn't happy I was unhappy Cause I'd lied So, I don't trust anyone Cause I don't trust myself And I don't try myself To do it right Since I don't trust anyone Then they can't let me down If they can't let me down I'll never cry She was her and I was him I was torn, she'd smile and grin I was broken, so the sky would spin And for once, it seemed right But she was caught between a fence She needed colors that she'd only see if she was to blend And so I buzzed her with domestic comforts and made her pretend That love was one in the same Till she was happy When she was happy When she was happy So was I Now she's unhappy I was still happy Oh but it can't be Cause I tried So, I don't trust anyone Cause I don't trust myself And I don't try myself To do it right.y Since I don't trust anyone Then they can't let me down If they can't let me down I'll never cry I gotta question How many mirrors am I gonna shatter till I peer at patterns in my self reflection? Stay steering past the intersections, take the clearest paths to get affection The way these years have all been progressing, have made me fear that my indiscretions Have painted me into this bitter vestige But I'm here in my messiness, like god is to cleanliness Yes, and trust earned is the power to destroy - And I'm hearing the call of the void while I'm nearing the precipice I don't wanna lie no more And I don't wanna give you up So I gotta open my vaults The horror of exposing my faults And I don't want die alone But I don't wanna fall in love Cause I don't want to fuck this all up When all of my destruction's caught up I don't wanna choose I don't wanna lose I don't wanna make the call Cause what if I'm wrong again? Cause ain't that how it always ends? Oh, it's been so long since I've been right That I can't even bother to try Cause I don't trust anyone Cause I don't trust anyone Cause I don't trust anyone Cause I don't trust anyone