If I Have To Be Alone

Lyrics

[Verse 1] If I have to be alone Then I should make my mind serene After all you're born alone, you die alone You might as well spend every moment in between alone But if I have to be alone Then it will be on my own terms I can never talk about it, ever show it Even though the world is watching while I squirm alone [Pre-Chorus 1] And your bleeding heart friends say, "isn't it sad? " Then they go make love While you go insane. insane! It drives you mad! mad! [Chorus] My mind, I love my mind And if no one can feel the same I'm a computer with a name And I've got no one else to blame If I have to be alone [Verse 2] And if nobody understands That special creature that is me And if they fail to see the me I see Then no one else knows truly what it means To be alone [Pre-Chorus 2] Maybe once in a lifetime you lose your will Then you can let down your guard But they cower in fear. in fear It makes you ill! Ill! [Chorus 2 - Outro] My heart, my burning heart And if no one will quench the flame I'm not obliged to do the same And then they'll have to share the blame Because I have to be alone Because I have to be alone But I don't want to be alone