Swimming Lessons

Lyrics

The hallway door slammed shut The closet lights turned off Another sleepless night to come After I close my eyes Count some sheep Force myself to sleep Again Goodbye I hope to see you tomorrow Please promise to never leave Never leave, me alone 1991, early morning, July These blue skies has seen it's better days I'm left with endless stomachaches Where do I belong? I must belong elsewhere Anywhere else but here These four walls are our fault These four walls are Dive deep into the ocean And listen to the waves calling out my name But not today I don't care to swim I don't care, I won't feel ashamed I'm gonna die happy The way I want it to be The way I want it to feel My anxiety, my anxiety Will always, it will always destroy me Do you feel comfortable in your own skin? [x2] Am I worth every hard rotation of the clock? I feel like I should ask myself these questions I miss when I was a kid I had feelings that I will never forget Do you feel comfort in your own skin? I'm not perfect, oh I'm not perfect I'm not perfect But I'm perfect enough